BedoL - LOVE..LOVE..LOVE

waks..waks…baru baca comments2 di Alone Vs. Lonely… hihihihi…didn’t realize there were comments untill just now.

thanks ya my dear friends for the encouraging words… *big big hugs*

Hihi…ngebaca blog itu, jadi ngingetin gw bahwa hidup ini emang seperti roda yang terus berputar yaw…ada saatnya kita diatas and ada saatnya kita dibawah…it’s so TRUE!

Waktu nulis artikel itu (cieeee artikel) I was at a very low point in my life….. Well….. Roda itu terus berputar…. And right now… I’m back on top! Yihaaa…

BUT i know it won’t stop here…masih panjang perjalanan bukan?yaaa….rite now…. I’m loving my life, my family, my friends… that’s all i need to know 4 now…

Whenever the wheels turn to the bottom again (let’s hope it turns really really slowly from here..hehehe) we’ll see what happens then…What will be will be… C’est la vie rite?

Akyu senang sekali kemarin!!!Thanks to my dear sister who dragged me aaalll the way to cipulir, to get some photo albums and videos from when we were little……

There they were…. my old stuff…it’s an amazing feeling to find stuff from a few years back…boxes and boxes of birthday cards, love letters since 1998, photos from elementary school, letters from pen pals, notes about boring teachers during class…hihi.. it’s so entertaining to laugh at yourself…with that hideous hair, humongous glasses, baggy clothes….hahahaha….its hilarious!

But what made me smile the most were letters from my dearest friends…my “angels”….

It brought back the greatest memories. It’s amazing how sometimes it’s sooo true..that..the people who care about you most, who are really sincere in befriending you…are the ones you take for granted…

For years…I have taken my dearest friends for granted…padahal I truly believe that…in times of trouble and of course in times of joy…they are always there for me…they are always there for each other…

I miss you guys! Really I do….you gals really do RULE!hehe…

Now…I’m putting back my “time capsule” in my closet…and I will open it up again in a few years…maybe when I’m 80…and it will remind me of what a great life I’ve had…surrounded by the most loving and wonderful family and friends!

Transition’s never a good thing is it? All these feelings start to pop up, and you wish you could make them all gone and put away at the farthest corner of your heart. All in all, there is this ONE feeling you’re bound to have whatever the transition might be….LONELY

Lonely is when you are surrounded by people, friends, family, colleagues, but still feel alone….Lonely means smiling when you’re actually crying inside….Lonely is when you wake up in the morning already feeling empty and sad….Lonely is when you feel fine but you just KNOW there’s something missing in your life….

I’ve gone through many many transitions in my life….moving from there to here every couple of years…I should have gotten used to it by now….but I guess….I never did…cos here I am….lonely as ever.

"Love can be a many splendered thing, can’t deny the joy it brings….

dozen roses, diamond rings,dreams for sale and fairy tales……

It’ll make you hear a symphony and you’d just want the world to see….

But like a drug it makes you blind, it’ll fool you everytime….

The trouble with love is, it can tear you up inside make your heart believe a lie, it’s stronger then your pride……

It doesn’t care how fast you fall, and you can’t refuse the call, you got no say at all"